11 February 2010

Weather

Colorado weather fascinates me.

It arrives suddenly
It rages
It passes, as suddenly,
to reveal blue-skied sunshine.

Unlike midwestern weather of my past
Which looms
Like heartache 
Or loss
Graying the skies for weeks,
months,
My skin turns gray, too.

I like the anticipation 
Of midwestern weather--
The mounting expectation, 
the building, as skies swell
Gradually
Into a fantastic delivery. 
There is nothing like a midwestern storm.

But wintertime becomes tiresome
Like a friend dwelling in sadness
Uninterested in solutions:
It defines a person, a place,
This emotional weathering.

Being here transforms me.
A deepening, then instant lift
of spirit:
Here I've become sunshine
Emotions pass through with the storms
Always to reveal light
After so long in dreary darkness.

7 comments:

Unknown said...

Hey there,

This is beautiful! Great job :)

Anonymous said...

Very true, well done.
But i still love the snow!

Anonymous said...

Very nicely said!

Tracy said...

"Here I have become sunshine" I love, love, love that line! You are sunshine, a big snowstorm, the ravens caw, the friend stuck in sadness, the shifting internal weather that pushes her through, and nothing at all. I love the all and nothing that we are all, together and alone, at the same time.

Anonymous said...

I love your way with words! So true about the midwest.

Anonymous said...

This is indescibably burger; a sideways denim baloon. My hands are blooming with catepillar pickles as I think about the coffee Ginsberg brewed in Spain on his afternoon motor rides with Billy Crystal.

--Mainly Ginsberg

Auntie Ann said...

Jess, great writing! I was just thinking how tired I am of winter! Too many gray days in the Midwest!